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A basketball match. - dre

DOS lost 3 games in a row.
off day for a shooter? or just an excuse?

it made me think . . .
what was my actual motive of joining this team? was it that i got smth to prove and i wanted to shine amongst my teammates or just to win every single ball game. i dont care about stats, how many points u get doesnt bother me. i just wanna win the ball game.

but it is just different.
a different COACH
different teammates who think that stats are more impt than anything else. they think that to win u need to be a SCORER.
the confident andre is gone too. as well as his 3 pointers gone.

i cant believe that i shouted at my coach. it is just sub-consciously.
but well, he made me understand 1 thing .
the difference between a good point guard and a point guard.
to dictate or not.

the expectations that everybody have on me is just way too high. i am afraid they overestimated me.
maybe this aint my sport. maybe i cant play it well like i used to?
i have no idea.
DOS will go out of my head. it is just the sec 2 barker team.

she is there watching, cheering. no matter how many shots i miss.
had dinner at newton food centre with hy and lilys, TAKARA DA JIA LE in chinese. the food is not bad except it made my stomach real hot.

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ok. understood.

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