the end of april semester; the start of holidays! - hy.
my week was hell packed with tight schedules including the need to go/stay online to constantly look for *. friendster is so eeks now - with so many unwanted functions that on a regular check, most people do not need em. randomly checking people out, its alright. but eh, the service seems to be catered specifically for desperados. are people so desperate for friends out there?
whatever. but thats my very own opinion. i think i need to run. from now, at least twice per week excluding training days. there're just so many NEEDS now. i need to laugh, i need a job to get things off my mind, i need to shop aimlessly, i need to catch up with old friends, i need a change of lifestyle (playing basketball is still a must), and i need to change.
but im pretty exhausted, already. im just having high and fat hopes of things i cant get back. its just some things that i always ponder upon now. i guess its the first time im feeling this way. things aint the way they used to be, and will most probably, never. im being pessimistic here, but deep down i really wish there's something for me to hold on to.
goodbye, virtual world.
whatever. but thats my very own opinion. i think i need to run. from now, at least twice per week excluding training days. there're just so many NEEDS now. i need to laugh, i need a job to get things off my mind, i need to shop aimlessly, i need to catch up with old friends, i need a change of lifestyle (playing basketball is still a must), and i need to change.
but im pretty exhausted, already. im just having high and fat hopes of things i cant get back. its just some things that i always ponder upon now. i guess its the first time im feeling this way. things aint the way they used to be, and will most probably, never. im being pessimistic here, but deep down i really wish there's something for me to hold on to.
goodbye, virtual world.
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